BEARSBODIES - the curse of being alive Lyrics

When the night burns to the ground
What do I have if no one needs me around

I've got the guilt, I've got the shame
I've got a sadness deep in my veins

I've got the curse of being alive
I've got the madness of trying to survive

When my face starts dripping on the floor
And I can't take what's just outside the door

I didn't ask to have to deal with this
But now I have to suffer through all of it

I can't take the feelings of dread
The world outside my bed
Keeps spinning and turning
And crashing and burning

It's just the curse of being alive
It's just the world trying to survive

The flowers will bloom again
The birds will sing again