Beaten Path - Jyris Lyrics

I am consumed by hate
I'm not the man I once thought I could be
All my hopes, I have lost in my dreams
Of being a better me, what can I prove?
I want to be nothing like you
A f*cking waste discarded through the jyris
Pick it up
Fight until the very end, take until theres nothing left
You're always down on your knees
This is not how it's supposed to be
I am the realest form of suffering
My whole life is pain
No one could ever take it from me
I am ready to break
I'm not ready to sleep
Because i haven't come this far to be beat
You don't know the weight I've carried
On my back, you could never be trusted to pick up the slack

I'm dead set stuck in my ways, this weight is crushing me
I am consumed by hate.