Sometimes I wish I could
Explain every time I was misunderstood
But then I think twice, it wouldn't be good
I don't think it'd matter, I don't think I should
It's no surprise
I was never good with words
I'd just be shy in the corner
Making you mad my biggest concern
I'm afraid of your cold shoulder
Hard exterior
For a soft demeanor
Please don't let me fool you
I've just seen a lot
It's hard to let people in
I care a lot
I might care more than I should
Try not to think twice
But I always remember
When things fall apart
I lose my cool and I gotta restart
It hurts my heart
Cause I care what you think of me
When things fall apart
I know that I can't fix this
But I'm the last to give up
And the first to get hurt
I'm the last to give up
And the first to get hurt
Call me stubborn call me dumb
Call me naive I've heard em all
And I wonder if it's true
It could be because I'm young
But I've been thinking all night long
How to protect myself and you
They seem so opposite
And I can't seem to find a middle
I'm falling down the steps
I'm desperately searching for you
Can you hold my hand
Help me understand how this all works for my favor
I'm trying the best I can
Help me understand
I know you're making me stronger
When things fall apart
I lose my cool and I gotta restart
It hurts my heart
Cause I care what you think of me
When things fall apart
I know that I can't fix this
But I'm the last to give up
And the first to get hurt
I'm the last to give up
And the first to get hurt