Beckoner - Empty Pages Lyrics

Where were you when I needed you the most?
These pages remained the same
Empty, like your eyes have grown
Shoving pills down your throat
Are you proud of yourself?

When you find yourself spinning

You weren't all alone
You left me feeling empty inside
Fulfilled wishes that never should have come true

You are the ending of everyone else
You were the final straw

Weren't you ashamed?
Can't take the blame?
May you rest tonight peacefully
I beg of you to see
I told you so
You never gave a care
Now that you can see
You can't find me anywhere

Not that you ever noticed

You weren't all alone
You left me feeling empty inside
Fulfilled wishes that never should have come true

You are the end of everyone else
You were the final straw

I should have said goodbye years ago
A son long lost, a motherless joke

I was only 19
Getting away from everything
Dosing daily, dropping out and I'm
Sorry for everything I've ever done in my time
The worst of it all is I lost my only mind

Here I am, 22
Sold my soul to music so I can get through
This suffering of a homeless mind
A hopeless mind, a broken heart
A shattered soul, nowhere to go

I want my mother back