Someday I will be awoken
Out of this sleep
And I'm afraid because time will not stop
I feel so much pressure in my head
I am blinded, blinded by daydreams of death
I'm feeling these thoughts consuming me
I've gone insane
I won't be saved
Not this time
F*ck anxiety
This angst has taken over me
I let it all go away
I've lost myself
You just don't understand me
Underestimated by time
I lost track of myself along the way
I've been building up this hate for far too long
My condition leaves me no longer headstrong
I'm lost and trapped inside my own head
Try to escape it
F*ck it
Oh, f*ck this
F*ck this place
I have broken what's left of me
It's time I kiss this worthless life goodbye
And now I turn to nothing
My life crumbles, I'm watching myself die
Demonization of a peaceful mind