I feel so ugly today
When am I gonna grow a chin?
When am I gonna get a jaw?
I've been staring at a screen for so goddam long
I gave myself a headache
People will think that I am high
I'm too anxious to go outside
And flirt with pretty girls
Who have never been in love the way I've been in love
I'm catatonic
And I can't stop bringing myself down
I should stop going to parties
Where I always get my hopes up
And I keep letting myself down
I wanna learn how to stop singing flat
And hitting wrong notes
On my little brown guitar
This song is in free verse
And by free verse I mean
I'm not creative enough to write a simple song that rhymes
I wish somebody loved me
I wish someone wanted someone like me
I wish someone wanted someone like me
I wanna be with someone and have it mean
Absolutely nothing
There's too much meaning in my life
The other day I asked a friend to describe me in one word
And he said "sad"
I guess I'm not helping my case much by singing this silly song
But I'd like to think that I'm so much more than sad
In fact a lot of things make me really happy
Like you
I keep failing over and over and over again
I don't think I'm gonna be scared of it much longer
But I'm scared of being alone
And I'm always alone
And I'm scared of being me forever
When are things gonna start going my way?
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I feel so ugly today
When am I gonna grow a chin?
When am I gonna get a jaw?
I've been staring at a screen for so goddam long
I gave myself a headache
People will think that I am high
I'm too anxious to go outside
And flirt with pretty girls
Who have never been in love the way I've been in love
I'm catatonic
And I can't stop bringing myself down
I should stop going to parties
Where I always get my hopes up
And I keep letting myself down
I wanna learn how to stop singing flat
And hitting wrong notes
On my little brown guitar
This song is in free verse
And by free verse I mean
I'm not creative enough to write a simple song that rhymes
I wish somebody loved me
I wish someone wanted someone like me
I wish someone wanted someone like me
I wanna be with someone and have it mean
Absolutely nothing
There's too much meaning in my life
The other day I asked a friend to describe me in one word
And he said "sad"
I guess I'm not helping my case much by singing this silly song
But I'd like to think that I'm so much more than sad
In fact a lot of things make me really happy
Like you
I keep failing over and over and over again
I don't think I'm gonna be scared of it much longer
But I'm scared of being alone
And I'm always alone
And I'm scared of being me forever
When are things gonna start going my way?
When am I gonna grow a chin?
When am I gonna get a jaw?
I've been staring at a screen for so goddam long
I gave myself a headache
People will think that I am high
I'm too anxious to go outside
And flirt with pretty girls
Who have never been in love the way I've been in love
I'm catatonic
And I can't stop bringing myself down
I should stop going to parties
Where I always get my hopes up
And I keep letting myself down
I wanna learn how to stop singing flat
And hitting wrong notes
On my little brown guitar
This song is in free verse
And by free verse I mean
I'm not creative enough to write a simple song that rhymes
I wish somebody loved me
I wish someone wanted someone like me
I wish someone wanted someone like me
I wanna be with someone and have it mean
Absolutely nothing
There's too much meaning in my life
The other day I asked a friend to describe me in one word
And he said "sad"
I guess I'm not helping my case much by singing this silly song
But I'd like to think that I'm so much more than sad
In fact a lot of things make me really happy
Like you
I keep failing over and over and over again
I don't think I'm gonna be scared of it much longer
But I'm scared of being alone
And I'm always alone
And I'm scared of being me forever
When are things gonna start going my way?
Writer: Nathaniel Hoopes
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