Bedrooms - Fun and Games Lyrics

Is this it? Is this all there really is?
Take another sip and another hit of this
Laugh it off as you both stagger to bed
Disregard both your hearts' and your wits'

It's all fun and games until you become everything that you hate

Drown your thoughts in the light of your phone
Suppress your pain, don't talk to anyone
Play the victim, sweep the blame under the rug
Avoid problems, tip toe, don't come undone

It's all fun and games until you become everything that you hate

Sovereign God, I'm ashamed of who I am
I hide my face and try to run from my sin
I'm so depraved, put a cage on my conscience
I repent, will you take my as I am?

It's all fun and games until you become everything that you hate