Before I Wake - Gutter Lyrics

Darkness keeps following me
Is this what my life has become
Pitch black is all that I see
Maybe that's why I'm feeling so numb
Restless and feeling empty
Try to avoid this void I run from
Hopeless; wish that I was set free
Tick tock goes the clocks final strum
I've gotta find some kind of way
To make it out alive
If not I won't survive
If not I won't survive
I've gotta find some kind of way
To make it out alive
If not I won't survive
If not I won't survive
Alone inside of my head
But I can't do this anymore
So sick of feeling this dread
And God knows I've been here before
Don't want these emotions to spread
I'm desensitized to the core
Lifeless as I'm feeling so dead
Intwined in this hell I abhor
I've gotta find some kind of way
To make it out alive
If not I won't survive
If not I won't survive
I've gotta find some kind of way
To make it out alive
If not I won't survive
If not I won't survive
So lay my flesh into it's box
Then you can seal my tomb
I'll decompose and as I rot
By worms I'll be consumed
I'll decompose and as I rot
By worms I'll be consumed
I've gotta find some kind of way
To make it out alive
If not I won't survive
If not I won't survive
I've gotta find some kind of way
To make it out alive
If not I won't survive
If not I won't survive