Always scared of losing what I never have
Then I get a taste and drive everyone back
Try to keep it cool but heat everything up
Try to play it smooth but I'm always too rough
Try to be content but it's never enough for me
I know it is my fault that you ran away
Focused on what's ahead didn't hear your say
Don't know why I'm always racing to the end
Pressures of the past dictate my future plans
Wish that I wasn't so controlled by the hand of time
Wish we could stop this and hit rewind