Beingamonkey - "Dear Family" Lyrics

I don't think you really know me
I don't think I've let you in
I don't think I wanna show you
All the places I have been

Hey Dad
I hope you okay
But there's nothing in the way with me
Hey Mom
I hope you're fine
It really feels like it's my time
Dear brother
How have you been
I'm fine, I'm fine I don't wanna be seen

Bathed in waters that weren't very clean
Ain't been alright since I was sixteen
Tried so hard to show you my best side
Even when I was dying inside
10 years gone, none forgotten
It feel like my life is ill-gotten
The rage that's inside it might subsibe
But it's always right there under the surface

I don't think you really know me
I don't think I've let you in
I don't think I wanna show you
All the places I have been

Hey Dad
I hope you okay
But there's nothing in the way with me
Hey Mom
I hope you're fine
It really feels like it's my time
Dear brother
How have you been
I'm fine, I'm fine I don't wanna be seen

In the night do you think of me
When you're lying in bed and you can't really sleep
I think of you and the things that you do
For my life everyday and sometimes I weep
I could have been a better son
I could have been a better brother
That's one thing I can't change
I tried so hard to change the other

I don't think you really know me
I don't think I've let you in
I don't think I wanna show you
All the places I have been

Hey Dad
I hope you okay
But there's nothing in the way with me
Hey Mom
I hope you're fine
It really feels like it's my time
Dear brother
How have you been
I'm fine, I'm fine I don't wanna be seen