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I try to keep the weight on my shoulders but it gets too heavy

I try to keep an open mind
I wanna be optimistic
I don't wanna waste my time
But I find myself still stuck in yesterday
Should I read between the lines
Or should I find a way to escape
Everything I can't confront

I know that I can't control
Everything that's worth fighting for
I hope that there's something more
Than what this life of mine has in store
This chaos is overwhelming
I try to keep the weight on my shoulders
But it gets too heavy

I don't wanna stray away
I never wanna have to say that
I gave up on everything
But pessimism always finds a way
Searching for things that I can't find
In places that I left behind
I should be used to it
I've seen this shit a million times

I know that I can't control
Everything that's worth fighting for
I hope that there's something more
Than what this life of mine has in store
This chaos is overwhelming
I try to keep the weight on my shoulders
But it gets too heavy

This chaos is overwhelming
But its all in my head
So no need concerning
It feels like the whole worlds burning
Rise from the ashes
We'll just keep learning
So you can put the weight on my shoulders
When it gets too heavy