Bella Kathleen - Alone Lyrics

I'm lost
I am drowning in my mind
I know they're all in my head
But that don't change the words that are said
And I don't know
Who I am anymore
This pain in my chest
Is playing games with my head
I'm alone
I'm alone
I've never been one
To put myself first
And maybe that's the reason why
This shit hurts
My mind is playing games
Things just ain't the same
And I can't get rid of this f*cking damn pain
My mind is spinning now
Feeling like imma drown
And when I try to stand up
Oh I just hit the ground
Cant find the words to say
Just to f*cking explain
Why my heart is breaking every damn day
Alone
Alone
I feel dead
Like the opposite of a zombie
My body and brain are alive
But I'm just dead inside
And I don't know
Who I am anymore
And the pain in my chest is playing games in my head
I'm alone
Alone
I'm drowning in my mind
Alone
Alone
Alone
Alone
Alone