Belzeduh - Son of Sorrow Lyrics

Hey now
Got somethin' to say
Hey now
Lookin' for someone to blame
I'm in my head now
Couldn't care to explain
Sure gettin' loose now
No remorse or restrain
Except for

What is called as my fate
A freightful of eights
Numbin' my skull, now go
'Cause I got no control
Over all of this shit
I can take quite a hit
Can't you take a damn hint
I'm not in for the outs
But I do know one exit
And it's gettin' closer and closer
And closer and closer
And closer and closer

Temptation's teeth start to show
Shine such a surgical glow
I've never felt such a low
Kissed hard the ground down below
Temptation's teeth start to show
Shine such a surgical glow
I've never felt such a low
Kissed hard the ground down below

And it feels like I'm dying
All over again
And I think I could use a friend
You know a helping hand ain't
Ain't that much to lend now
Do you? Do you
Or would you rather pretend
I got the means to my end
Comin' fast down the bend
I'm not fixing my kinks
Watch me go by the brink
Watch me go
Watch me go

Temptation's teeth start to show
Shine such a surgical glow
I've never felt such a low
Kissed hard the ground down below
Temptation's teeth start to show
Shine such a surgical glow
I've never felt such a low
Kissed hard the ground down below

And it feels like I'm dying
All over again
And I think I could use a friend
You know a helping hand ain't
Ain't that much to lend now
Do you? Do you
Or would you rather pretend
I got the means to my end
Comin' fast down the bend
I'm not fixing my kinks
Watch me go by the brink
Watch me go

I have seen the world through its unrelenting gaze of terror
Each and every being that forms and molds this gross contraption
The illusion of choice presenting itself as one of its own deceptions
Unwillingness in choosing one's pain, hunger or lust
Inertia dragging out its time out of crippling fear of unexistance
Unaware of how defiantly pointless its struggle truly is
Its seeping stitches bleed the shape of just one word
Control

Am I forgiven
Or has it been in vain
Am I forgiven
Or has it been in vain
Am I forgiven
Am I forgiven
Am I forgiven
AM I
Am I