ben butler - magnumopus Lyrics

Windows break like it's clockwork
I hear their voice every time I strum
I take drugs to avoid them
But after all this time, I'm just feeling numb
I always end up feeling hopeless
I'm just tryna make my Magnum Opus
But she's too busy doping
I'm just glad I'm not the only one still coping
I'll be honest, I'm not used to stress
There's so much pressure in my heart and head
I can't take it no more, fake it no more
I'm hiding all the tears I shed
I have a dime for every time I've bled
That's a hundred thousand f*cking cents
"It don't gotta be that way"
I just need a person who won't turn their head when I'm in pain
I think I found my person who won't turn their head and look away