ben haydn - crazy Lyrics

I feel lost and I feel so hopeless
Find my way cause I feel so numb
No sleep and I'm making no progress
Don't really know where I belong

I've been on the wayside
Drinking late nights
Heavy I've been sinking
I'm thinking the break light's

I Ain't wise, afraid of my own pride
Missing all the days when everything felt fine
Why, why, why's it always so broken
Always overthinking

Wish I could go slow motion
Emotions, always trying to control them
Leave the past behind
Start living within the moment

It's hard to see, I wanna be okay
Honestly, I'm trying to find a way
In front of me, but all I see is pain
Feel lost and I feel so hopeless

Find my way cause I feel so numb
No sleep and I'm making no progress
Don't really know where I belong
I'm going crazy, crazy

Ain't been myself lately, lately
Feels like I'm going crazy, crazy
Maybe it's my ADHD, oh yeah

When it's hard to breathe
And I can't cope with this grief
I'll hold tight on cold nights
When it's low tide, then it's deep
When I'm so tired, then it's showtime
On the roadside, I find peace
On low days, when there's no way
I'll be okay, I won't leave

Why do all these feelings always come in waves
Running outta road, still I run away
Drowning in the deep and I can't escape
I won't runaway now, I won't runaway now

It's hard to see, I wanna be okay
Honestly, I'm trying to find a way
In front of me, but all I see is pain

Feel lost and I feel so hopeless
Find my way cause I feel so numb
No sleep and I'm making no progress
Don't really know where I belong

I'm going crazy, crazy
It been my style lately, lately

Feels like I'm going crazy, crazy
Maybe it's my ADHD, oh yeah