Ben Ieh - living like I'm dead Lyrics

Sometimes I'm sitting on the corner of my bed
Thinking of the past and all the so called
Better times I had
Ironically these happy memories make me sad
I ask myself if I'm already
Living like I'm dead

I can't go on this way
I can't go on
On this way
I can't go on

I sit and think of all the dearest friends I have
Sending congrats to their birthdays
But never call 'em back
I sit in silence but the voices in my head
Telling me that I'm about to be
Living like I'm dead

I can't go on this way
I can't go on
On this way
I can't go on
On this way
I can't go on
On this way
I can't go on

I'm chasing milestones but the bigger that I get
The more I'm longing for the small things
In my life instead
I'm blinded by that carrot in front of me
Showing me that there is no doubt I'm almost
Living like I'm dead

I can't go on this way
I can't go on
On this way
I can't go on
On this way
I can't go on
On this way
I can't go on

I can't go on