[ Featuring Pinkyman ]
Two sips of my tea let me zone out
Let me finish what i'm thinking i'm alone now
I just wanna make a change. i don't know how
And i feel as though i got a lot of wait that's on me
I just wanna feel weightlessness please
So ashamed. so unhappy
So innate. yo what happened
If you wanna make a change make it happen
And yeah i wanna make a change but i'm lacking
Self faith or am i acting
See i didn't get to here just to do it for the fashion
Nah it was never for the fashion
I always did it for the passion
But is the thing that i love slowly turning to a habit
It's blind faith
It's kind of hard to explain how I'm feeling
Even harder when you're face with your demons
See my minds messed up i can feel it
I'm trying to stay plus but my moods ain't hearing
This is it. don't let fear in
This is it. so be fearless
Trying to find some words to define my hurt
But i find my words lack meaning
Need to find a way to fight all of my demons
So i can get to bed and rest my head this evening. yeah
I wanna hide when the stress hits
But i can't find any exits
Wish i could walk away from all the pain i made
But I'm ashamed to say i can't fix this
Yeah I'm ashamed to say i can't fix this
So I've been second guessing lessons that i've leant now
Should've maybe walked away kept my head down
I've been trying to play it safe ain't a thing found
All i need is a stage and my mates in this big town
I feel so lost
Gotta keep in perspective all the things that I've got
So when the roads hard i can see through the fog
Been trying to find happy in the pieces i lost
Its inner peace that i lost
A lot of things i forgot
If i could just make a change find a different way to maybe deal with the pain
Sick of giving way and making room for the ache
It's time to make a difference to each route that i take
I'm done loosing my faith
I got beauty to chase
Blind faith
