Ben Klepfer - Not Who I Am Lyrics

Dark nights
Empty Spaces
Heart beats
Mind races
Have I
Closed a door
Truth hurts
But lies hurt more

Our ship is sailing towards the end of the earth
But I don't think we've made it to the point of no return

I've been around the world and back again
And no one makes me smile the way you do
And every ounce of pain you feel
Just know I feel it too
And I can't stand the sight of me
Knowing what I put you through
You put your trust in me and I failed you
But that's not who I am

Harsh words
Pointless fights
Bring tears
And sleepless nights
I can't
Go much longer
Heart aches
Soul wanders

Our ship is sailing towards the end of the earth
But I don't think we've made it to the point of no return

I've been around the world and back again
And no one makes me smile the way you do
And every ounce of pain you feel
Just know I feel it too
And I can't stand the sight of me
Knowing what I put you through
You put your trust in me and I failed you
But that's not who I am

Alive but I'm not living at all
Try but you don't answer my calls
I'm begging you just let down your walls

I've been around the world and back again
And no one makes me smile the way you do
And every ounce of pain you feel
Just know I feel it too
And I can't stand the sight of me
Knowing what I put you through
You put your trust in me and I failed you
But that's not who I am