Ben Rankin' - Can't Keep Holding On Lyrics

It's hard to find the time
To crack open my mask
My walls are breaking down
Who can save me now?

Here's one for the night
Then two for the next
Three cheers to a night we won't forget
Four years just to move on
And I can't look back

I'm sick of being what you want me to be
As I hear the children sing
I'm tired of being what you expect from me
'Cause I don't know what you want
And I can't keep holding on
No, I can't keep holding on

It's hard to find a reason why
I should even smile
It doesn't seem worth it at all
For me to say I'm happy with myself

Four memories in the fire
Three cheers for the end
Two shots for the one that doesn't know your name
Now there's zero chance in seeing the light of day
And I can't look back

I'm sick of being what you want me to be
As I hear the children sing
I'm tired of being what you expect from me
'Cause I don't know what you want
And I can't keep holding on
No, I can't keep holding on

There's nothing I can do to help myself
Words or actions, no they don't mean anything
I walk around a sea of happiness
In a field where I'm the outcast
Here's a toast to memories

I'm sick of being what you want me to be
As I hear the children sing
I'm tired of being what you expect from me
'Cause I don't know what you want
And I can't keep holding on
No, I can't keep holding on