you're too good for this Video (MV)

I don't know at all what I'm doing
Hate this Adderall
Never think that I'll get used to this,
BPD I'm on
Xans and Lexapro I swear that's the least of my problems though
DND my phone I don't want to talk to you anymore
I swear that you're way too good for this
And I know that you won't get used to it
So don't text or call or anything in the slightest
I told you that I don't mind it
The look on my face says I'm lying, I'm lying

Been stuck in my head again the past couple days
You left last night, honestly I thought you would stay
So I drank to forget again
My god it's embarrassing
I know it's a problem
I tried so hard just to stop it
Throwing up for' you call me
If Gods real he's haunting me

I don't know at all what I'm doing
Hate this Adderall
Never think that I'll get used to this,
BPD I'm on
Xans and Lexapro I swear that's the least of my problems though
DND my phone I don't want to talk to you anymore
I don't know at all what I'm doing
Hate this Adderall
Never think that I'll get used to this,
BPD I'm on
Xans and Lexapro I swear that's the least of my problems though
DND my phone I don't want to talk to you anymore
I swear that you're way too good for this
And I know that you won't get used to it
So don't text or call or anything in the slightest
I told you that I don't mind it
The look on my face says I'm lying, I'm lying