Jaded Video (MV)

Don't lose yourself
They need you

Shadow from the rain
On the window
Seems to truly emulate the pain
As it hits my face
Put lovers rock on to calm my ways
Got Sade for the night
Parisian apartment like
A lifestyle sipping cabernet
Zoned reflections on life
On some spiritual tip where the hell are we now
Chasing ideas to capture a frown
Can we keep up with lies
Facades of it all
Talk about money
No value involved
What's our God damn incentive
This wine got me talking
What's your God damn incentive
We all act like our goals got the world in our blessings
Selfish
We selfied our ways to some next shit
We glorify booty
Reflections
I'm guilty of what I'm just stressing
Asses this
Vocalization of effort
I put on my city
No lesser
My family comes 1st that's a message
Word to the hate of oppression
If I make a change that's the chain that I'm repping
Check yourself
Checks make up for heaven
Really
Tell me who do you love
At the end of the day tell me who do you hug
I'm standing in this hallway asking shorty
Am trying too much
As I scroll thru my notes
I'm I saying too much

Jaded
I'm burning alive inside
Can you save me
This hope I held so long
Remains sedated
I fear I can't go on
Because I'm jaded
Can you save me

Can I get some feedback
Then I'll relax
Might relapse
Take a deep breath might need that
Blinded by love you see that
Now I'm three stacks I'm an outcast
With three stacks I'll be out fast
3 am I'm out past
To show you I'm really about that
Emotional wreck
Feel like a mess
Keeping emotions in check
Crippled in bed
Now you're just pulling my leg
Literally I'm pulling her leg uh
This cant be life
I pray at night
They cant be right
Like Jesus Christ
I choose to ride
As do or die
To prove I'm fly
Then crucified
Preach
Believe that I am an honest person
That's so deep
Got a slow leak
Eventually reaches a surface
What is my purpose
I'm I serving it
Am I still earning it
Yearning it
Hold it real tight like a tourniquet
The meaning of life still learning it
Ask yourself
Is life really what it seems
Chasing green
Before chasing dreams
You know what I mean
Now as the sun sets
And all the rain falls
All of my tears spent
What is this pain called

Jaded
I'm burning alive inside
Can you save me
This hope I held so long
Remains sedated
I fear I can't go on
Because I'm jaded
Can you save me

My only fear is that I will never find contentment in my pursuits for a grander life
It is now more than ever that I continue to be patient and curious
Because tomorrow might be sunny but it will also rain

My heart go all out
Never stop going
My team go all out
Never stop going
My heart go all out
Never stop going
My team go all out
Never stop going