Maybe I had to feel
Something cold and real
Hard time, no lovely home
Just a lonely boy
Maybe I had to play
To learn it's not a game
I might have killed someone
I was supposed to love
That's why I
Spend the nights
Writing songs bout how it was
Told my dad
Don't be mad
It's alright if you're not proud
Told my mom
I am not coming home
I still see her
Crying on the ground
I don't know
What I should do now
Cause now she's gone
And I, can't come back
Some nights in my dreams
She comes back and sings
Never wanted to see
Hope turn into tears
Maybe I had to play
To learn it's not a game
I might have killed someone
I was supposed to love
That's why I
Spend the nights
Writing songs bout how it was
Told my dad
Don't be mad
It's alright if you're not proud
Told my mom
I am not coming home
I still see her
Crying on the ground
I don't know
What I should do now
Cause now she's gone
And I, can't come back