Bendi - Surf (feat. Joshua Belliardo) Lyrics

Coming in waves
Find myself being thrown away to the side
Coming in waves
Build myself from the ground up do it every time
Coming in waves
In a cloudy haze trapped deep inside of my mind
It keeps coming in waves
It's lasting for days
Its coming in waves its coming in waves

Ive been getting hit with waves cause I'm too lost in my ways
Is this just a phase or is something in my brain
I live in cloudy haze keep on smoking for the pain
I've been in a daze I don't even know my days
Been staying up too late just to prey that she stays
When inside I really know that she's the prey and I'm the bait
Why I do it to myself when I already felt the break
Gotta wash it off it's time for a new slate

Wiping the slate clean I'm feeling stuck
Fear of the outcome don't know where to run
But nothing will happen unless I am the one
Pushing for progress pushing to go get it done
Aye aye

Yeah I'm surfing the waves
Surfing these waves
I'm surfing the waves
Surfing I'm surfing
I'm surfing the waves
Surfing these waves
Surfing the waves

I'll follow heart to find my fate
Put my art in tact
It's never artifact
Feel like a pro deck chillin around starter packs
These dogs fiend for the bone
I be the smarter cat
They wanna turn me to a clone
My nature's guarding that
I'm on some farther rap
I saw the pain we'll bring the world
I can't sit and let it twirl
I've got some power imma harness that
There's a lot of darkness that can take shade
But i always bring the spark at bat
I've been building a collection of mental protection
I've got confessions to look at as lessons
I'm far from perfection
Right now i wanna be further
Attacking my brain but I won't let it be murder
They've been lining out the path like we're some sheep and they're herders
It's time to really take a bath I've got some beef its no burgers
It's wave after wave and they've been taking me further
You may as well just call me a surfer