Benevolent Sin - Mr. Nobody Lyrics

You told me that you hated him
Told me not to worry
Said you're hardly even staying friends
Now he's at your place again
Where's your f*cking loyalty
You said you're done with chasing men
Your toys got boring so you're breaking them
Holy shit I
Holy shit your lies are wrapping all around me
Gave me prior warning so it looks like I'm the problem now
We talk about it for twenty seconds before you're dropping out
Saying that you're scared and this ain't working out
Lemme close the curtain now
So you can go and kiss behind my back
I heard he stayed the night at your place
Thought you weren't ready for that
Didn't realize your limits were a figment of the act
No you never even wanted me
You just wanted that asshole to return
Now I'm just left to wait for you to crash and burn
This trauma's eating me
It's got me back to taciturn
I love you and I miss you but someday I'm gonna have to learn
You never looked at me like I wasn't your last concern
I just wanna be your boyfriend
But now it's clear I'm just a toy
I thought it was my fault we're in this void
But you're in bed with Mr. Nobody
I asked about him
You said "Don't worry"
"He just sticks around because my exes can't get over me"
Disappointment
You can't have him and keep your toy
You hardly even care
You're just annoyed
That you got caught with Mr. Nobody
Cause when I asked you told me "Don't worry"
"He just sticks around because my exes can't get over me"
So what does that make me now?
Am I the one you say is no one just to keep him around?
Or maybe one day you'll regret the way you're turning me down
But I'm withholding all my doubts and f*cking skipping this town
Girl, I'm out
I'm done with serving you 'til I drown
And now you're telling all your friends that I brought us to the ground
Yeah, I'm out
Turns out it was the way that it sounds, bitch
I really f*cking love you
I guess that don't reciprocate
Spent so long tryna undo all the parts of me you seem to hate
But I could never change your state
Adamant on leaving me and chasing who you used to date
Think about you every day
Impossible to concentrate
Work around your needs 'til you control the way I operate
Wooing you and suicide the only things I contemplate
Can't say if you're in or out
It's way more f*cking complicated
But you acting hostile late
Ever since you asked me on that first date
I been feeling great but only in an insecure way
Bearing all this weight on my chest until all bones break
Just a piece of garbage you won't throw away
Okay you told me that you hated him
Told me he was no one
Now you're saying that shit about me
Now I know you're dating the people you love least
Now I know your friends ain't as close as your enemies
Bitch
Take what they have and then leave
Breaking their heart, it's just tea
I just wanna be your boyfriend
But now it's clear I'm just a toy
I thought it was my fault we're in this void
But you're in bed with Mr. Nobody
I asked about him
You said "Don't worry"
"He just sticks around because my exes can't get over me"
Disappointment
You can't have him and keep your toy
You hardly even care
You're just annoyed
That you got caught with Mr. Nobody
Cause when I asked you told me "Don't worry"
"He just sticks around because my exes can't get over me"
I just wanna be your boyfriend
But now it's clear I'm just a toy
I thought it was my fault we're in this void
But you're in bed with Mr. Nobody
I asked about him
You said "Don't worry"
"He just sticks around because my exes can't get over me"
Disappointment
You can't have him and keep your toy
You hardly even care
You're just annoyed
That you got caught with Mr. Nobody
Cause when I asked you told me "Don't worry"
"He just sticks around because my exes can't get over me"