Benjamin Eade - Ignited Lyrics

Well everyday to me is like an up-hill battle
Get back on the horse but then i fall off the saddle
Demons in my mind man they're doing real fine
Always plotting plans to try ta undo my grind
But i see em man, i know that their there
Yeah their underneath my bed man they're waiting to scare
In the form of insecurities it's true i got em too
Walk around like a shadow with these thoughts ghosting who
Knew that i could fight this
Never understand i write this
And it disappears my fears
No longer near
Now i can steer
Take the steering wheel
And now i really try to feel
I guess i'm fed up
I get up and try to keep it real
Get outa hell and lose the shell
I know that you can tell
You hear it in my voice
Somethings changed
Ain't the same
This music starts to leak
It's falling out my brain
I better get myself some ear plugs
And keep out the rain
Ignited like a fire burning outta control
And i got no future vision dunno where i will go
I been drowning for years but now i'm starting to float
Got some shit to get over so let me finish this Moat
Build a bridge metaphor
Make sure to close the door
Dance around the beat
But never take it to the street
Spending hours in my zone
Results in skills that i can hone
I never answer messages
But i'm always on my phone
Trapped in indecision
Now i'm facing an incision
While i try to learn to listen
People speak but words are missing
Now i'm cooking in the kitchen
But no food just music glistens
As i focus on my thoughts
And write this let it take it's course
I'm looking for a way out
I'm tryna f*cking say
Realities a bitch and she's standing in my way
I write stone-age scriptures and tell dragons what to say
Medi-evil knight bringing medicine your way
I know that i should take a break and let you
Ketchup
But i got too much f*cking sauce on my plate
So bad luck
I have nothing in a line but i still really like ducks
And now i'm feeling kinda mighty
Cause these bars are getting tidy
I stand here before you offer my self as tribute
I'm on 50 different levels but i'll always be with you
So don't be afraid of the things that you don't know
Just put on some fresh socks and get ready to go
Cause the world is just a game and your set to free roam
So f*ck all the voices man just get into your zone
Wake up make a coffee
King/queen on your throne
Take a walk around the palace that you fairly call home
I knew that i would do this shit i'm accident prone
I been tripping out for days in a haze and it stays
A new craze a stage for me to walk and sway
I was stuck in a jam but now i got plenty of space
So i'm shooting hoops with instrumentals offa my face
And my best friends are mon-stars we're having dinner dates
I write loony-tunes as i'm sitting in my room
And this winters seemed to past
I think summer's gonna bloom
And This is all just tribute to the way that I think
So no matter how you view me
Just remember one thing
I level up daily
I don't need no one to pay me
Cause my mindset is rich
And if I aim I don't miss
Now word play is doctored
Like Lilo and stitch
Sewing what I reap
Is all I've ever known bitch
No one gave me this shit
And no one ever made a hit
Without a couple of bruises
Now it's really gonna stick

Cause this is just the start
Only accessed my heart
Yeah I Needed CPR
Before I ever felt the spark
But now I'm starting to indicate
That I'm learning How to park
Yeah I'm driving underwater
Sorta thought that I
Saw ya
I scuba dive in Cuba
And I never need lube I
Apologise for that last line
That was just rude I
Need to keep It PG
Got the fuel without the L
And yeah I may be bugging out
But I never f*cking sell
I stuck to to my guns
When it wasn't even fun
I was writing stupid shit
And man I sounded f*cking dumb
But I followed the trail
And f*cking raised my own sail
Like I was starving for crumbs
And now we're pirates drinking rum
I could take out complete armies
With just the tips of my thumbs
Cause this shit I'm laying down is only
Accessed by some
This the rarest shit on planet earth
Right next to the son
And I'm delivering it to ya
Direct through this song...