Ben-Jay - Devil Himself Lyrics

Crazy thoughts running in my head
Every day is just getting worse
Another heartbreak thought
There, I write down another verse
I keep on
Fantasising in my mind
Hallucination days
All of my happy thoughts
Instead of coloured, turn to grey
Everyone believes
The fake part of me
The part I make see
But not the one I wanna be
It's contagious
It's creeping me out
But I just wanna shout
'Cause when I look at you it's almost as if
I was walking beside the devil himself
Like nobody else
Notices this
I'm walking around
All alone in the room
As if the devil himself was only seen by me and not you
As if the devil himself was only seen by me and not you
Running around like a rollercoaster
My brain going round and round
Hectic thoughts exactly
The opposite of safe and sound
A thousand knives and needles
Poking me every where and around
Like as if I was a piece of paper
Crumbled up and burned down
Everyone believes
What they see
That is just the fake part of me
That I don't wanna be
It's demented
It's deranged
I just wanna shout
'Cause when I look at you it's almost as if
I was walking beside the devil himself
Like nobody else
Notices this
I'm walking around
All alone in the room
As if the devil himself was only seen by me and not you
As if the devil himself was only seen by me and not you