Benji Kaine - Afraid Lyrics

You didn't give me any closure
It only hits me when I'm sober
As the night comes to an unexpected end
Just because I say goodbye don't mean it's over
I hate to be alone I been abandoned by you
I been damaged by you
All I ever wanted was for you to believe in me
I wanted you to stay but you ended up leaving me
What if I told you that it wasn't what you thought it was
What if I told you that I didn't mean to fall in love
We crawled and we laughed, we smile and we cry
We die just to live and we live just to die
Roses are red, roses are red
Violets are blue, violets are blue
I'm afraid to fall in love
Afraid to fall for you
I'm wide awake, I'm not okay
Lonely tears running down my face
Another year goes by
Another tear I cry
Another sleepless night I lie awake
Would you miss me if I died today
I had to put my pride away
Looked at your picture and I cried today
I threw your pictures in my fireplaces
I spread my wings and I fly away
To god I pray that I escape
I'm just happy that I got away
You left me for dead, hoping that I rot away
Tossing and turning inside my grave
I been buried alive, I feel dead but i'm very alive
Tomorrow isn't promised I cherish my time
Look into my eyes you can see my pain
Sick and tired of the games
I'm not perfect but im worth it
I don't deserve this, im tired of hurting
Roses are red, roses are red
Violets are blue, violets are blue
I'm afraid to fall in love
Afraid to fall for you