Benji Kaine - Lonely Road Lyrics

You know
They say the top lonely but I think the road you take to get there is more lonely than the top itself
The bottom aint really that lonely
At least you know the haters aint expose theyself yet
The snakes aint come from under their rocks ya heard me

You should see my diamonds in the moonlight
Woo-hoo, you should see my diamonds in the moonlight
The way they dance, the way they glisten
I'll never forget where im from, yeah, im from the trenches
People don't understand cause they don't listen
Last year I woulda never thought that I would be in this position
Missing my ex now I feel lonely
Im stressed out and the best part about it is how im still going
They can't defeat you if your minds strong
They wanna kill me but I keep a firearm
I remember how she used to be in my arms
Wonder where the times gone
She's a bandit and she stole my heart
Stole my heart, and she stole my heart
Heartbreak after heartbreak
My heart racing and my heart breaking
Heartache after heartache
One of these days my heart might stop
It might stop loving you
From the bottom of my heart I appologize
You aint deserve what I done to you
Rockstar lifestyle might not make it
I live like a rolling stone, a rolling stone
I think I packed up everything I own
No place to call home on this road alone
From a broken home
The last time my heart broke it turned it cold as stone
Im still holding on, im still alone on this lonely road
Im still alone on this lonely road

Don't know where it goes
I don't know where it leads
But its gotta be better
Its gotta be better, better than this
Don't know where it goes
I don't know where it leads
But its gotta be better
Its gotta be better, better than this

Ive walked this road till my feet turned black
I've always been the black sheep
I took the hard route not the easy way
Now my day one potnas tryna whack me
Jack me, they jealous if you ask me

I wonder if it was like
How giving I was that made them feel like they could go with the move on me
I don't know, f*ck it

Laugh now cry later
Never back down never let em play ya
Always play your cards right never trade em
And if you hit a crossroad take the road less taken
Cause you never know where that road takes ya
What if I fail again, what if I fall
What if I go back to jail again, back in a cell again
Going through hell again
I don't even have any friends I could call
If I did they wouldn't answer anyway
They'll never understand me anyway
I don't think that they'll ever forgive me
My dad, he ignores me
My grandmother hates me
My dad, he would beat me
And my grandma would spoil me
I was young, I was dumb, I was childish
I was actin like a foo, I was Wilding
I dropped outa high school, didn't go to college
Because I had a dream
I planted a seed and it turned to wildflowers
I aint understand my power
I'll be back in a hour wit some jack and some powder and a couple bad bitches I can hit from the back in my shower
They ask me why im so sad and depressed all the time
Because im living bad and im stressed out my mind
I been late to every show and I been pressed for my time
I been doing all these drugs and they mess with my mind

Don't know where it goes
I don't know where it leads
But its gotta be better
Its gotta be better, better than this
Don't know where it goes
I don't know where it leads
But its gotta be better
Its gotta be better, better than this

Shit, something gotta be better than this
Im Leslie's son, ya heard me
She gave her life for me, I gotta make the most of it