Can't make this up
What I thought
Was done
Everything under the sun
I can't see
I'm stunned
Guess I did it again
I got nowhere to run
Stand still stuck in the sand
Where things can't be undone
Not the monster
That you created
Hate this part of me
But I waste all my time
And save all my thoughts
I act so selfishly
Not enough to say
I
Can't tally up all my mistakes
I know only I can help me
Can't pull this weight alone
You
Showed me things I'd never known
I can't stop myself from thinking
It's funny how fast you change
But I can't help but stay the same
Punishing myself
I'm in detention
Failed again and again
I'm begging on my knees
Oh tell me this'll never end
I want a better us
Oh yeah, I'll try to fix me
I say too much
And I can feel my tongue twisting
I feel my impulses they start to control
Got me seeking answers
I don't really wanna know
But I can't seem to regulate my impulse
I can feel it getting to me
In my chest the push and pull
Not enough to say
I
Can't tally up all my mistakes
I know only I can help me
Can't pull this weight alone
You
Showed me things I'd never known
I can't stop myself from thinking
It's funny how fast you change
But I can't help but stay the same