Oh god it's New Years
And I'm counting on my fingers
Trying to figure out what time it is where you are
I'm overthinking
Every distant conversation
How could I become someone you hated?
Fell in love with all your flaws
Well, fault lines always move
But I've built my life around you
You could earthquake my heart in two
I'll always keep on running back to you
Maybe I'll go out and kiss a couple guys
Maybe I'll try on somebody else's life
Baby, you're the one who's always on my mind
And I'm terrified. Oh, I'm terrified
Your mind is a beautiful prison
You're trapped in your existence
And I don't think that you're leaving
I tried real hard to get you past the guards
Got stuck in the barbed wire around your heart
Well, fault lines always move
But I've built my life around you
You could earthquake my heart in two
I'll always keep on running back to you
Maybe I'll go out and kiss a couple guys
Maybe I'll try on somebody else's life
Baby, you're the one who's always on my mind
And I'm terrified. Oh, I'm terrified
You could say you never loved me
Still got your socks in the bottom of my drawer
I don't believe that you are okay
Pretending I never happened at all
Now all I see is the gap between your teeth
The way you'd kiss me in the morning
It plays on repeat
Fault lines always move
Maybe I'll go out and kiss a couple guys
Maybe I'll try on somebody else's life
Baby, you're the one who's always on my mind
And I'm terrified. Oh, I'm terrified