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Turn off the alarm and wake up, I tell myself. I always end up sleeping in. Tomorrow things will be easier, I tell myself, but the weight of everything just gets heavier and heavier and heavier. What the Hell? I thought I had it figured out. What the Hell? Who said I had to figure it out or I can't be happy now? Put my dinner in the microwave again. It's really not that bad. Kicked the dirty laundry on the floor underneath by bed. Ignore the mail, it's just student loans that I can't pay back. You said things would get easier, but I'm not holding my breath. How can I sleep knowing the world is spinning without me? Stuck in my bed, lost in my sheets. Thank God I don't lose my mind as much as I lose my keys.