The distant screams
Faded over over time
But truthfully
I still remember what it's like
Admittedly I'm afraid of my life
But only when it is
Stuck inside my mind
Cause I still numb the pain
I still run away
And I'm too old to do this
All over again
And I'm still 15
That's where it stopped for me
Wonder when I'll stop freezing
Fright surges my veins
When I realize
That it could've been my own sister
Taken from our lives
And I will romanticize
What life would be like
If she was still here
With those that cried
Cause that life sounds so good
That life sounds so great
But I'm still sitting here
Holding on to pain
It's time to grow on up
It's time to grasp my reigns
It's time to start my journey
All over again
When I was just a girl
In the doorway of the church
There she lie
With her family by her side
I never felt grief like that
In my life
So I still numb the pain
I still run away
And I'm too old to do this
All over again
It's time grow on up
It's time to grasp my reigns
It's time to start my journey all over again
The distant screams
Faded over time
But I won't ever forget
What it was like