Bethlehem Shalom - Weight Lyrics

I am scared most of the time
I am lonely, Sad
I feel like I hold myself back a lot
Trying to heal and grow as much as possible
Because I'm so terrified of never changing
And I know there's like a big hole in my life
That I'm constantly trying to fill

I moved all my weight for you. For you, for you
I made all my weight for you. For you, for you
I made all my weight for you. For you, for you
I made all my weight for you. For you, for you
And I wanted to

I thought it might be cool, cool, cool
I thought I cannot lose, lose, lose
I had my shot I cannot lose a lot
I underdosed
And they did some coke

I moved all my weight for you. For you, for you
I made all my weight for you. For you, for you
I made all my weight for you. For you, for you
I made all my weight for you. For you, for you
And I wanted to