Better Than I - Bleach Lyrics

Waiting forever
I never though it would be this hard
It's easy to swallow
It's easier than I ever thought
To numb the pain that's inside
To pop a few benzos
And be paralyzed
Im on the path to destruction
I'm the king of self sabotage
I made mistakes
There's no one left
But I lived my life
There's no regrets
I'll do the same things over again
And over again
In my life
Every days the same
The drinks, the drugs
It's so insane
I leave my problems At the door
And drink till I hit the floor
I don't slow down
I'm a kick in the teeth
It's so much fun
You'll get no sleep
It's alright
Living for the day
Just close you're eyes
And slip away
I'm down in a bottle
Attempting to drown the pain inside.
A corpse walking; hollow.
I'm chopping up lines
Just to get through the night.
I know that I'll never f*cking learn.
I'm a god without law to concern.
I live a life that you'd never survive.
My mind laid to waste
You may say it's my fault
But I'll never take the blame
I made mistakes
There's no one left
But I lived my life
There's no regrets
I'll do the same things over again
And over again
In my life
Every days the same
The drinks, the drugs
It's so insane
I leave my problems At the door
And drink till I hit the floor
I don't slow down
I'm a kick in the teeth
It's so much fun
You'll get no sleep
It's alright
Living for the day
Just close you're eyes
And slip away