December Video (MV)

When the snow fell down
That's when you faded out
Watched all our days pass by
Why can't I feel alive
I wish I figured out
What made you feel so down
I guess as time goes by
It gets hard to make things right
When the snow fell down
That's when you faded out
Watched all our days pass by
Why can't I feel alive
I wish I figured out
What made you feel so down
I guess as time goes by
It gets hard to make things right
Going through all of the motions
Sick of myself downing some potion
Would you come here if I needed some help
Sick of myself I'm feeling hopeless
Wonder why I can't be anyone else
Sick of myself losing my focus
Thinking I'll probably die on your shelf
Sick of myself IM SICK OF MYSELF
I'm scared of my reality
So this is how it had to be
Don't f*ck with my mentality
Won't ever find normality
And all my pain and sorrow burns away when I be smoking
F*ck I might blow out my brains tonight if you leave me on open
When the snow fell down
That's when you faded out
Watched all our days pass by
Why can't I feel alive
I wish I figured out
What made you feel so down
I guess as time goes by
It gets hard to make things right
When the snow fell down
That's when you faded out
Watched all our days pass by
Why can't I feel alive
I wish I figured out
What made you feel so down
I guess as time goes by
It gets hard to make things right