Better Vibes - The Sound of an Empty Room Lyrics

Why do I try to run and hide
From myself when I don't feel whole?
It's like a plague running through my veins
Telling me this pain found it's home
It's not like I haven't tried to find what is wrong inside
It's not like I haven't tried but I don't know why
It's no wonder I can't sleep at night
When my mind is wandering endlessly
Take my body, there is nothing left
But this constant griping in my chest
These days I don't know why I try
To ignore the signs all around
They are all wearing all my flaws
That I thought I lost when I was down
At my lowest, I felt so hopeless
That there might be a source of this
Off an on with no warning sign
To prepare my mind to be amiss
It's not like I haven't tried to find what is wrong inside
It's not like I haven't tried but I don't know why
I hate the sound of an empty room
When I am left to my own devices
You can't imagine the things I'd do
To try and keep hold of all my vices
It's no wonder I can't sleep at night
When my mind is wandering endlessly
Take my body, there is nothing left
But this constant griping in my chest
It's not like I haven't tried to find what is wrong inside
It's not like I haven't tried but I don't know why
I hate the sound of an empty room
When I am left to my own devices
You can't imagine the things I'd do
To try and keep hold of all my vices