BexLou - The Truth Lyrics

They said just be patient
Everything will heal in time
But it's just like I'm pacing and I'm going out my mind
The thoughts that I keep having that I'm always trying to fight
It's like a constant battle and I'm losing every time

I try to numb the pain with a little medication
And it's all fun and games til you see the separation
Anxiety inside of me is physically just killing me I wish I could pretend and say I know that it's just temporary
Tablets that I'm given that they say will help me out
The hole that I keep digging but that's not what it's about
I try to tell them everything and show them all the doubt
And they're just sat there listening but they can't work it out

Why would I be sad I seem to have it all
It surely ain't that bad I got people I can call
But they don't understand how I can't be grateful
For everything I have so I must be f*cking mental

Giving you a hand to hold to help you out a rut
When you're on your own or your just down on your luck
When you're trying to reach out and things begin to suck
But truthfully deep down you know they don't give a f*ck

Whispers through the corridor, you know you'll hear your name
Did you hear about how so and so is clinically insane
Desperate to get better but will never ever change
The drama that they caused means they'll never be the same

You know what they're all thinking it's just for the attention
But if they ever felt the pain maybe they would reason
When someone tries to speak up don't even try to fix them
Cause sometimes all they're needing is just someone to listen

I can't live this lie can't cope this time can't free my mind
I'm not alright
Don't think about what brings you down and you'll be fine
I'll be fine right I'll be fine right

Maybe I'm just tired and feeling shit inside
But shit just keeps me wired so it's just another lie
Fake it til you make it that's the saying right
But trying to ignore it is burning up inside

Why can't I just choose to live here in the present
Think of what I'll lose if I don't make the effort
The fundamental rules in every single lesson
You know you've got the tools if you focus and stop stressin'

Manifest the change you know that it'll happen
Cause you will stay the same if your words don't match your actions
The reasons why they say there is a silver lining
To choices that we make so it's not about the timing

If we all learn to grow with mindset and progression
We know that we would cope better with it just by knowing
That you don't have to fold the cards that you've been given
You are not alone in this madness you are living