I got a couple things on my mind that I should tell you
I could get through anything best believe I been through hell too
I dont need shit everybody can get
Up out my way
Couped up in my room in the corner not coming out today
Goin through depression I just pop a couple pills when I feel like this
Think its da only way I can deal like this
Stomach empty cant eat a meal like this
Uh friend knockin on the door but I can not answer
Mental illness eat a mf up like cancer
Like my mind holding my body for ransom
Wake up time to go an get ya cake up
Whats all at steak is the difference in
Bologne and steak I dont give a f*ck you can take the plate too much on that mf anyway Remember seeing my body levitate my soul never returned
It took a wrong turn and another entity entered my body its all in narcotics
I was on a roll I was off in my zone
Leave me alone im not answerin phone
Had to make it out the rut all on my own
So do not try to be around me on the throonnnee
I got a couple things on my mind that I should tell you
I could get through anything best believe I been through hell too
I dont need shit everybody can get
Up out my way
Couped up in my room in the corner not coming out today
Yeah momma dont love me
Daddy dont give a f*ck never wanna hug me
Every judge me
You aint god old whip and u aint ride
New whip u all outside
No insurance when I damn near died
And my kids only ones who cried
So for them I must survive I must make it I must
Kam have seizures I remember holding u in my arms shakin
All I could do was keep u out of harm wai wai came out her mother dark blue
I thought she was gone turns out she had a heart syndrome all along
They some beautiful girls right now and I hope they never hear this song
Um I can end it now just slit my wrist
No one would know im in the booth
By the time they wake up itll be all over all over all over all over all over
But I must make it
I got a couple things on my mind that I should tell you
I could get through anything best believe I been through hell too
I dont need shit everybody can get
Up out my way
Couped up in my room in the corner not coming out today