BG Bam - Understand Me Lyrics

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BG Bam Nigga
Tired of explaining myself when I know they won't understand me
I'm steady asking for help when I see nobody around me
Keeping my head over water when everybody try to drown me
Fighting these demons all alone thanking the angels that surround me
Heart been broken into pieces will I ever learn to to love again
With all these trials & tribulations I'm feeling like it'll never end
Roll up my problems take a puff hoping I blow em all into the wind
Why would I ask him for forgiveness when I'm knowing imma sin again
Now tell me what the f*ck to do when they tell you that you aint giving enough
Coming up short but in yo heart you giving everything up
Like is it them or is it you who ain't receiving enough
What should you do when what she do don't never seem to add up
So sick & tired of the the mental abuse
Why should I care when everything I give you seem to miss-use
Lord knows that it would take alot for me to give up on you
Won't let it slide I'm realizing that our feelings are through
Been thru it all but for some reason im so numb to my pain
Taken some losses many crossed me now it's time for the change
Claiming they riding but be merging in & outta my lane
Won't let it phase me asking myself am I ever gon gain
Alot of people hit me up like where you been they see im on na
Ex calling my phone I hit decline I then moved on na
Her best friend hit me up I guess that lil bitch wanna bone na
Where the f*ck was yall when a nigga was alone na
Pa-Patch up on my arm they tryna keep a nigga sober
Mission impossible that's exactly what I told her
PO telling me I won't be shit bet imma show her
I might cash out on a Rarri & buy my jones a new Rover
From Simmesport, Louisiana im a long way from home though
Remember all them nights making pallets on the floor though
They tried to lock me out the game told them bitches I got the code na
I use to shiver in that cell but Vvs's keep me froze na
Where tf was you when a nigga just needed help
I Stopped depending on others & did it for myself
Swear I was down bad on my dick but I'm on a whole nother level
I told then phonies move around and bitch thats just how I left em
How tf could you leave me I gave you my trust
Everything that I did for the better for us
Was it real was it fake was it love or it's lust
Can't lie I still think bout the way that we f*ck
Look me in my eyes and keep telling me lies
I forgave you before it was time after time
Kept taking you back and I don't know why
I be damn if another tear fall from my eye
Why would you come back and keep doing the same
Know you hear in my voice I then been through some pain
See the look on yo face when they bring up my name
I was down for the better stayed down through the rain
Get down on my knees just to thank the Omega
I sin and I sin will I make it to heaven
If I don't won't complain ain't no need to me begging
Just make sho my family go past Armageddon
Time moving to fast I know sum gon change
When I'm up on that stage they gon speak on my name
Know He broke in that cell so he threw me the blame
I forgave em but when I see bro imma bang
Bitch I gotta go hard when I enter the booth
I be feeling the beat like old heads feel the blues
Pray my mama don't never see me on the news
How I turned into this swear I don't got a clue
Tired of explaining myself when I know they won't understand me
Im steady asking for help when I see nobody around me
Keeping my head over water when everybody try to drown me
Fight these demons all alone thanking the angels that surround me
Heart been broken into pieces will I ever learn to to love again
With all these trials & tribulations I'm feeling like it'll never end
Roll up my problems take a puff hoping I blow em all into the wind
Why would I ask him fa forgiveness when I'm knowing imma sin again