Big Castro - Loss Lyrics

I told myself that I would never lose
I told myself I'm never feeling blue ou ou (blue ou ou)
I told myself despite the loss I move
Yeah in life there is gain and loss and pain (pain)
I held back ma pain till I was insane (sane)
Such a cold blue world, it shook my faith true words, and then I
I tried to forget, cuz it hurts like a threat

Pullup in a fast lane with my drop top
My heart storing things like a drop box
They tryna cage me in a small box
Not so fast, niggur make you stop stop
So I drop off, with my stop watch
At the gunshop, n**ger when I cock cock
Hear the silence n**ger when their heart stops
Hear the gunshot n**ger when their heart drops
Watch the darkness when sun's gone
Mothers gon weep n**ger when their son's gone
In a ghost town, pull up with my phantom
Heir to the throne,though I'm now the Lastborn
Going past us, like the pastors
Stuck on my toes, staring at the wall clock
They cant catch us
Hate in the air like covid, man I drop when I cough cough
Looking for a rest in way
Hope I'm gon flip a new page
Give up my pain fueled rage
Tellam I've come of my age
Never gon change for this game
Messed up, you know the price have been paid
Rebuilding cause the foundations have been laid
Steady fighting cause the cows have been made
(Feast time)You know it's time for the raid
You know the thought I'll fade
I held it up at the gates
(More hope) I decided my fate
For the rest of my days
Yeh yeh yeh
And I'm swayed by my faith that change will come my way

Yeah in life there is gain and loss and pain (pain)
I held back ma pain till I was insane (sane)
Such a cold blue world, it shook my faith true words, and then I
I tried to forget, cuz it hurts like a threat

Losing my thoughts my niggur
Touch my soul my healer
Scare them off like thriller
Psycho flow Adolf Hitler
Forgive me,I'm not a sinner
I promise I'm not cop cop killer
Want my flowers like Em and Jigga
Pop off n**ger . I'm way too bigger
Fighting for the people that hurt me
Never thought my niggurs gon cross me
All the Ls never really touched me
Only Ls I took were on my tracklist
Family calling, Baby loves me
Know my pain before you judge me
Lost my soldiers, still mourning
Got to the top,then started falling
Cried through the night till was morning
They're raining curses, put it on me
Fought for my place. All eyes on me
Made it sunny without burning
Bad dream,woke up,still yawning
Till I fight,chill I'm still balling
Dont call me, quit calling ,quit calling
So I Put them in a villa
My Lord Hold me like a pillar
Shield me from my enemies and the haters and the killers
They be losing their shit but I'm feeling like a winner
Hide me so so inner
Hide me so so inner
In the shadows of death,Lord serve me dinner
In the shadows of death,Lord serve me dinner
Back to back ,back to back, back to back
Like M.J's thriller