BIG LAX - oh, sweet release! Lyrics

Would you believe me if I told you
I'm trying
Just to be fine
Force myself to keep on lying
But I'm dying
Clinging to life
Can't keep trying to prove something
Can't keep trying for you
No way
Shit I can't keep
Shit I can't keep
Shit I can't keep
Mean I can't sleep
I get so high
I get antsy
Time go by it's there when I'm landing
Old shit, yeah it's antique
Got the shit lifted in Miami
I don't know shit bout what this can't be
Last time I checked we had different standings
I guess all that you said was the truth
So when I call I ain't calling for you
You were there when my heart was in two
I guess that didn't mean nothing to you
I guess you just needed something to do
I guess we didn't have nothing to lose
Got used to shit you adjusted me to
Still believe I could be trusting in you
Shit I can't keep
Shit I can't keep
Shit I can't keep
Mean I can't sleep
I get so high
I get antsy
Time go by it's there when I'm landing
Old shit, yeah it's antique
Got the shit lifted in Miami
I don't know shit bout what this can't be
Last time I checked we had different standings
Can't keep trying to prove something
Can't keep trying for you
No way
Shit I can't keep
Trying to prove something
Shit I can't keep
Trying for you, no way