I play life like a game
I dodge bullets like rain
There is no greater kind of pain
Than realizing I'm the only one to blame
For flipping through pages of
Different sensations and thoughts
It makes me so anxious to
Think confrontation
Is right around the block
Like clothes, I store my life in drawers
Like missing evidence, I just slip under your door
I calculated this before
And the worst part is I got used to this
Learning how to always flip the script
Got a different brain every single day
So many different ways that I could sway
It's a constant argument
That I keep in my compartments
My overthinking is precisely why
I can never seem to take my own advice
I think my DNA just might be spliced
Either that or two wrongs really do make a right
I dread conversation
With fake intonation
I hide
So please just let me be
Everything in-between
You and my mind
Like clothes, I store my life in drawers
Like missing evidence, I just slip under your door
I calculated this before
And the worst part is I got used to this
Learning how to always flip the script
Got a different brain every single day
So many different ways that I could sway
It's a constant argument
That I keep in my compartments
Don't go in, I cut the lights
So no one else has to pay the price
(Pay the price)
Of knowing me, what's in my drawers
An instruction list on how to start a war
(Start a war)
I want you to know, but I don't want you to see
I don't want you to feel like you might have to leave
You won't understand, you'll try to make sense
Of all of these things
Inside my compartments
Like clothes, I store my life in drawers
Like missing evidence, I just slip under your door
I calculated this before
And the worst part is I got used to this
Learning how to always flip the script
Got a different brain every single day
So many different ways that I could sway
It's a constant argument
That I keep in my compartments
Don't look in my compartments
Oh no, don't look in my compartments
No, no, no no no, no