Lost a lot of sleep nightmares of a rainy day
F*ck it where the the Hennessy they say it take the pain away
I don't even drink dark but I just had another
Christmas never got to touch a cart
Hip hop a lost art
I been selling dreams
I should build a f*cking arc
Where the f*ck to start
I ain't been myself much lately
Lotta problems man ain't nobody help much lately
And it's crazy my lil brother had 2 babies
She be crawling round the house I'm like hey lil lady
It's a full time job tryna stay my right mind
The house so cold I wear a coat in the night time
It was the last f*cking straw when the mice came thru
Got me thinking on the things they say I can't do
Corporate America ain't f*cking with me
Got me pulling on the trigger and it's f*cking empty
Oh he got tie on he so handsome
But he still a big nigga nah I cant handle
Got me in my feelings in shit
I really hope you feeling this shit
Lately I been feeling a bit
Down
Like damn my OG fixing to come home
But the shit don fell apart its like I'm missing a chromosome
My pride in pieces
Lord help I'm speechless
My headphones f*cked like the mice was teething
Tell me reason cause I can not even
Deal