Big Swerve - Probably Should Lyrics

(Yeah yeah yeah)
(Yeah yeah yeah)
(Ooo-ahh)
You wanna talk about it well let's talk about it
Let's talk about how we had plans to commit to each other I'm holding your hand
I ain't saying too much but I know that I did what I could to make it I'm just saying
I kept it solid I kept it a band
Can't take it back I did all that I can
Keeping it honest I been should've ran
She wanna go to the store
She want a youngin to spoil her, Gucci, Dior
I had my mind on a future
I ain't have plans to just lose ya and go on without ya
I ain't believe what they said about ya
Thoughts going all through my head about ya
Lately been feeling misled about ya
You kept on telling me never to doubt ya
You never showed me that side they was talking about but I should've just sat there and listened
I was too worried 'bout following all my emotions and keeping my eyes on the vision
Got PTSD from emotional damage I'm scarred and I told you, you still didn't listen
I told you don't up and just leave 'cause I've been there again and again and you still didn't listen
I could understand if you was keeping it 100
I'm the type to give whatever if you really really want it
Ain't a problem showing love but you made me wanna hide it
Every time I opened up you made me wanna "never mind" it
People telling me I'm crazy I was thinking it's forever and I really meant forever
Ain't say it with a stutter
I thought you was worth it
I ain't expect you to be perfect
But you gotta show me some urgence
(Ohh)
(It ain't no telling how long I got left to go)
(Is you for life or for right now just let me know)
(Yeah they put on a show)
(Ohhh, ohh ohhh)
You wanna talk about it well let's talk about it
Let's talk about how we had plans to commit to each other I'm holding your hand
I ain't saying too much but I know that I did what I could to make it I'm just saying
I kept it solid I kept it a band
Can't take it back I did all that I can
Keeping it honest I been should've ran
She wanna go to the store
She want a youngin to spoil her, Gucci, Dior
I had my mind on a future
I ain't have plans to just lose ya and go on without ya
I ain't believe what they said about ya
Thoughts going all through my head about ya
Lately been feeling misled about ya
You kept on telling me never to doubt ya
And she know, our conversations they got deep and personal
Held on to times when it was good but now I wish I would
I wish I would've left you sooner and I probably should
I probably should move on from you
I probably should delete our pictures
Probably should remove the memories that I had of you
I opened up and shared my pain I wish I never did
You know I keep my pain inside I let you in my head
I should've left you in my recents all I see is read
But now I'm stuck tryna shake back
All that time that I ain't getting back
I put Jesus in my raps
Held my hand out they ain't give me dap
I got called to a whole 'nother life and I'm still changing, still adjusting
When I told you I'm tryna do better for me you ain't feel me, like it's nothing
(She wanna go to the store, she want a youngin to spoil her, Gucci, Dior)
(Gucci, Dior)
(But, I don't know)
(Is you gon ride for me?)
(Is you gon ride for me-ya)
(Show me different)