Big Swerve - Since I Was Young Lyrics

(I was talking to bro I told bro I said)
(Imma always be me!)
(You gotta hear me out for real)
(Aye Swerve Wop)
I still remember them nights I was down on my last
Was skipping them classes ain't ask for a pass
To be honest I don't even think 'bout the past
Was tryna be grown I was moving too fast
When I think about how we was living I think about lighting up candles to see in the kitchen
I think about pops and I feel like he could've fought harder but I guess he made his decision
They asking me why I done switched up my flow it's a story behind it I want you to know
Need to be sure when it's my time to go
How did Swerve find Jesus I want 'em to know
My bro died back in December 2021
No natural causes he died by a gun
I went through that pain couldn't have me no fun
No stranger to pain ever since I was young
But I can't even lie always knew I'm the one
Imma tell him bout Jesus when I have a son it's one false move and you done
He gon teach you to walk then He'll teach you the way you should run
My God is the truth gotta give Him my life
But I can't even fake like I ain't think twice
You gon end up with pain fall in love with this life
Went straight to my heart when He showed me His light
As a child I was pushing a bike
I'd ride to the store for a drink and some Mike's
I remember when money was tight and I looked at my mother and said imma change your whole life
Imma make up for all that we been through
Ain't get to tell brodie all that I meant to
Down on my last it be God that I vent to
And changing your life it ain't simple
(Nah)
Struggle with things I don't really be speaking on
Jesus hoodie with a Bible I keep it on me
And no I ain't perfect
But I got people that's looking up to me I gotta be me
Way too much sitting all on my mental
Who gon be there who the one I can vent to
Changing my speech know I gotta be gentle
I'm reaching my youngins the faith I got into
Rock off the beat I ain't talking 'bout killing
Ain't talking bout sex I ain't talking 'bout drugs
Lot of people confused think they found 'em the one
But they with 'em for lust they ain't with 'em for love
Got a Spanish baby and she pretty she tell me abrazo before she come give me a hug
And I can't do no cap in my music I keep it 100 I say exactly what it was
Told 'em I'm doing good I wasn't even right
Take off like a rocket then fly with the kites
They react on the internet call 'em Flight
I take all my thoughts put 'em right on the mic
Had to wipe off my feet I was stuck in the mud
And I hop on my feet when I think 'bout lil cuz
I ain't thinking 'bout me when I'm chasing this buzz
When I look at my life it just ain't what it was
I still remember them nights I was down on my last
Was skipping them classes ain't ask for a pass
To be honest I don't even think 'bout the past
Was tryna be grown I was moving too fast
When I think about how we was living I think about lighting up candles to see in the kitchen
I think about pops and I feel like he could've fought harder but I guess he made his decision
They asking me why I done switched up my flow it's a story behind it I want you to know
Need to be sure when it's my time to go
How did Swerve find Jesus I want 'em to know
My bro died back in December 2021
No natural causes he died by a gun
I went through that pain couldn't have me no fun
No stranger to pain ever since I was young