[ Featuring NickWit2Ks ]
Time might tell if you feel out of love
Pack my bags and take a trip to Casey cause I'm far above
Any type of picture that you painting I could feel you judge
Every move I made to reach the top yet I'm still not enough
Hard times done bred some better men
Did the best I could but lost my mental when it hit the fan
Mamo told me that I'm heaven sent
Pictures on the wall lay out the plan and now the stage is set
Honestly dawg this is my best attempt
Can't believe it jammed the second cold steel touched my head
No one ever really reached a hand
Buried in the trauma that was left I used to blame my dad
Walking down the street with all these thoughts and I can't help but laugh
Looking down the stories feel the bliss before I finally land
Turn my body into ashes bury me deep in the sand
This might be my final stand
I seen that shit in my life that I wasn't supposed to know yet I was young
Felt like a dream I had seen it seen it watching a man go and die by the slugs
Don't try to show up and and give me no love
My thoughts eat away in my mind like some bugs
Anxiety gripping me tight like a hug hug swept it up under the rug
Don't even try to address
Addiction it's causing me stress
Just roll up and smoke only thing I can feel to my chest this shit feel the best
Drugs got a grip on my mind the beats imma ride they tell me to speak from the chest
So imma come speak from the chest aye
Heart ain't around no more
These days life feel so cold
Don't wanna live long get old
Feel stuck I don't know what's home
Lost wandering in the abyss
When I fall man I hope that I'm missed
See my soldiers who fell in the mist
Spirits told me that I'm next on the list aye
Tryna reach my mind
Tryna reach my mind
Yea tryna reach my mind
Fighting demons while they scraping boy I'm fighting for my life
It's okay just give me time
It's okay just give me time
Yea tryna reach my mind
Fighting demons while they scraping boy I'm fighting for my life
It's okay just give me time
It's okay just give me time
Please
