[ Featuring NickWit2Ks ]
My souls been grieving feening for the high I'm getting closer
Been chasing for too long yea all my days been growing older
Feeling sober still I need closure still
But I can't look you in your face cus my perceptions killed
I'm moving slower off this drank but it help numb my thoughts
My demons creeping in the corner told me end it all
She tried to take my soul away and now I watch her fall
Know she dropped the ball hit the wall I'm still standing tall
Ten toes no matter what I take that to the grave
Looking at my past life all I've done that they forgave
Reflection talking back to me its time to make a change
That's a part that's not a part of me but when it was I felt the shame
I felt the pain but yet I still ignored it
Put it to the side just like with the fries in the raisin canes
She fed me chicken with the lies trying to twist my brain
Feel just like a stray corpse walking over deaths pavement
Writing up my letters with a few statements
Before I go I got to make sure I get all my payments
Let my soul rest easy when i die famous
NickWit2Ks until the grave there ain't no replacement
Feel so broken when I'm home alone
Lost in the wind to this day I keep my soldiers close
Lost yet again didn't think we would be this close to death
Where I lay it's been years with this pain
It's mob till the grave these my brothers there ain't no replacing
All these thoughts that's in my head at the stu pacing
Like did we really make it gang we really famous
Know the devil at the door for my corpse waiting
Cant help it when I'm drunk I get that thought I'm not enough
Off the trish a couple bars with the gang we nodding off
If I catch em where he stay then we toting molotov's
You know big t been the boss and there's some lines you shouldn't cross
Finally see you at them gates god I been waiting on the call
I can't wait until I fall
