BIGG FEŁLA - What Happend Lyrics

Used to playin' ball up with them hoodlums in the backyard
Now all these young and soft and they just act hard
They poppin' all these percs and sippin' syrup until they die
But I ain't one to go and f*ckin' comment on they life like, yeah

Came from sellin' dimes to tweakin' all the f*ckin' time
To workin' f*ckin' nine to fives to pay the rent and pay the fines
Like, when I was young, I wanna be old
But now that I'm old, I wanna be young

Workin' all the time to pay the bills
Ain't got no time to have no fun
Honestly, f*ck growin' up, that shit is f*ckin' dead
I just wanna be a kid again, no worries in my head

But now I ain't got this PTSD up inside my head
Like, up late nights thinkin about them gunshots
Watchin' blood pour out of my homie's chest
Like, blood stained shirt, heart was hurt

Couldn't even talk on that till he was in the dirt
Now I'm lookin' at my homie's face up on his f*ckin' shirt
Rest in peace to RIPs, like
I can't stop what happened

I can't go back to the past
I can't stop what happened
I can't go back to the past
I could plan my future so I don't make my mistakes again

And keep myself from situations where I lose my friends
That ain't right, I don't fight
I don't wanna lose my life
I've been planning out my future so I can say hi to God

I can't fall down, no, I can't even die
I've been chasin' paper, no, chasin' the evil eye
Soul is not for sale, so I give it all that I got
The path that I'm on is a path that was chosen by God

Chasin' all my dreams, the person I am is not a facade
Used to playin' ball up with them hoodlums in the backyard
Now all these young and soft and they just act hard
They poppin' all these perks and sippin' syrup until they die

But I ain't one to go and f*ckin' comment on they life, like
Who am I? Who are you
I am just some normal dude that lives inside his own world
I live inside this cold world, like

I can't stop what happened
I can't go back to the past
I can't stop what happened
I can't go back to the past

I done f*cked it up again
I got too comfortable and made too many friends
I had to drop like half of them, like
Doesn't matter in the end, no, it don't matter in the end

I had to drop like half my friends, like
Here we go again, like
Here we go again, like
Here we go again, like

Here we go again, like
Like here we go again
Here we go again, like
Here we go again, like

Here we go
Here we go
Here we go again, like