Goddamn I tried so hard to survive
Everything you put me through
Me through
And in the end when my time disappears
Will you let me see the truth?
I confess I'm distressed I can't connect
In my head things you said - it never ends
I'm staring into the void it's staring back at me
I'm screaming into the dark and I can't fuc*ing see
Rumbling shaking the floor again
Stumbling inches before the end
Show me how to see show me how to see
Teach me how to be teach me how to be to be
I'm falling away in my disguise
Afraid to reveal myself to you
(I'm) fading away into demise
Again and again again and again
Again again
And I'm still constantly reminded of my failures
And the choices I made
And I'm still barely scratching the surface
Circling always looking for mercy
I'm falling away in my disguise
Afraid to reveal myself to you
(I'm) fading away into demise
Again again again again
Won't you see my purpose
Won't you see its worthless
(I'm) fading away into demise
Again and again again and again
Watch me as I'm scratching the surface
Watch me as I'm dragging this coffin
Watch me as I'm stumbling around
Crashing forever and ever
Crashing forever and ever
Watch me I'm stumbling around
Until I hit the ground to the ground
Goddamn I tried so hard to survive
Everything you put me through
You put me through
I'm falling away in my disguise
Afraid to reveal myself to you
(I'm) fading away into demise
Again and again again and again
Won't you see my purpose
Won't you see its worthless
(I'm) fading away into demise
Again and again again and again