In the silence of the night
Waging wars inside my head
Anxiety's a runnin like hell on wheels
Lost in shadows, I welcome an old friend.
Grief is at my table
I know this battle I won't win.
Mental storms, raging within
Struggling to find peace again
Tears like rain, crashing down again
Hoping one day, I don't wake up again.
Masks I wear, you don't see my disguise.
Smiling face, is not a remedy.
Lonely heart. screaming so loud
Invisible to a world that would still spin the same.
Lord help my mother if I don't wake up again.
Mental storms, raging within
Struggling to find peace again
Tears like rain, crashing down again
Hoping one day, I don't wake up again.
So when the demons line up
Showing all their teeth.
I'll smile in fear and get down on my knees.
Knowing they will devour this broken body as a whole.
Little do they know it's Savin my soul.
Mental storms, raging within
Struggling to find peace again
Tears like rain, crashing down again
Hoping one day, I don't wake up again.
The door slams shut.
It startles me awake.
Though it felt so real.
Sadly it was just a dream.
Maybe one day
They will set me free
The door slams shut.
It startles me awake.
Though it felt so real.
Sadly it was just a dream.
Maybe one day
They will set me free